What Word to describe this blog?

Hello bloggy, sorry its been awhile. Things are kinda crazy these days. No freaking idea why.

I don't know whats going on again. But this month is the month where I don't want to eat anything. I'd get so grumpy & pissed. Not because I don't want to eat. I ♥  food!

How can I not eat?? Well, anyway, somehow or some way, I just feel like writting stupid things here. 

I don't need you to read, Just HAH! I don't fucking know!

Dammmit! Guys are such assholes! 

Why? Why me? Why do everyone like/love taking advantage on me? Backstabbed me? From a friend that turned into a thief? Why? Why? Why? 

So damm stress/pressure? I don't know.

This is what I need, one of my favourite song.

I'm about to lose my mind 
You've been gone for so long 
I'm running out of time 
I need a doctor 
Call me a doctor 
I need a doctor, doctor 
To bring me back to life 

Sighhhh. Damm all this people! That is why I don't believe in Him (Heaven one)! 

I believe the other Him (Underworld one) more. 

Why? Because, the things people do to me, they'd get it back instantly or in a few days time.

Trust me, I believe in Karma/Bou Ying/Revenge bla bla bla. 

I hate being in this world. 

Sometimes I really hope/wished that today tomorrow the world will die!! Like it will ever happen right?

If I've got money, I'd leave this place & fly to some place to

stay in the woods where there is always peace & no human being to judge, mistreat you.

I'd do that. I hate everything in me! I hate everyone! I hate everyone! I hate everyone! Everyone are always doing shit to me! I hate you guys! I'd kill you in your dreams someday, some night! Just wait for it. Y'all are gonna get it back!!! I just loose my head again.

Till then, 

Love & always, Jules.