I'm A Beauty Killer, by Jeffree Star.

Hey bloggy! I miss you, did you miss mommy? C:
This is one hell of a great song by Jeffree Star! 
He is so so daring to be like this & I salute him!
He's tattoos are sooo nice, hair colour, voice!! EVERYTHING!
He is a super duper beautiful man & dresses like a women! 
I like it!!! AWESOMEEEE!! 
I can't stop hearing he's songs, especially Beauty Killer!!
This is the video! <3
& HE'S PICTURES! <3 <3 <3

PLEASE AGREE WITH ME THAT HE IS SOOO PRETTY & AWESOME!!! I LOVE IT MANNNN!!!! <3 <3 <3
Well, that's all I wanna share with everyone! Take care! <3


Love & always, Jules.

We fight We break up, We kiss We make up.

Hello, its me again. 


Good news is, Baby & I are okay already. Bad news is, there isn't any.
Anyway, erm, I don't really know what to say here, so it's going to be a really boring blog here. 


Yeah, boring blog. *imitates Stitch voice.* :D


Well, baby & I didn't really fight, we just talked really calmly & try to settle stuff properly instead of throwing plates and pots at each other. 
I told him how I hated it whenever we argue a small little thing, & the next few hours we totally ignore each other. 
And when he wants to go out drinking with he's guy friends, he'd call me & act as though nothing happened.
Then he said that sometimes he just needed a guys-day-out with he's guys so I should understand him.
And I said it's not that I don't understand you, it's just that I want you to treat me like your girlfriend & understand me as well too. That's all. 
Then he said he was sorry & it won't happened again.


Stupid arguement isn't it?


We're all good now. Isn't that better?  HAHAHAH!!


This is us in Cartoon; FANBOY & CHUM CHUM! 

TADAAA!!

This is the Now & the time we got together (28/10/2007) till now; 

Year 2011

 Year 2011

 Year 2010

 Year 2010

Year 2009

Year 2008

Year 2007

That's all y'all, my life & the love of my life <3

I always love you my bubu. 

Love & always, Jules.

My market value & His.

THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT ME NOW!
 I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT IT!! 
YOU WANT TO GO DRINKING WITH BITCHES & SLUTS & YOUR FRIENDS, BE MY GUEST!
DON'T GET ANGRY WHEN I DO THE SAME TO YOU TOO!! YOU EVEN SCOLDED ME FOR GOING OUT WITH MY 2 BEST FRIENDS THAT NIGHT!!
WHEN YOU GO, CAN. BUT IF I GO, WHY YOU WANNA MAKE SUCH A BIG FUSS?!
I'VE TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES THAT I AM NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL YOU THINK I AM!!
HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN I SAY YOU BACK?!
ANGRY? FUCKED UP? TENSION? PISSED OFF? 
YESTERDAY'S MESSAGE I WAS JUST KIDDING WITH YOU, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SO ANGRY FOR NO REASON!!
CAN'T TAKE A JOKE ANYMORE? 
BE SERIOUS 24/7 WITH EVERYBODY THEN!!
DON'T BE A 2 FACED! 
I WILL BE SERIOUS IF I EVER SEE YOUR FACE!!
OR BETTER YET, I'LL LEAVE THIS PLACE!! 
LEAVE EVERYTHING HERE, GO SOMEWHERE FAR WHERE I CAN MEET NEW FRIENDS/ NEW PLACE, EVERYTHING NEW!! 
NO MORE PEOPLE LIKE IN BANDAR!! NOOOO!
YOU WON'T FEEL BAD OR SAD EVENTHOUGH WE'RE IN THIS KIND OF BAD SITUATION NOW!! 
LIKE I SAID BEFORE, YOU WANT YOUR FACE & YOUR BIG BROTHER ATTITUDE SO BADLY, THAT YOU ARE ASHAMED OF ME!! 
AND YOU EVEN GOT REALLY MAD WHEN I SAID IT TO YOUR FACE BEFORE. 
SO THATS YOUR SO-CALLED-WEAKNESS!!
LASTLY, I'M NOT SPOILING YOUR MARKET. 
BECAUSE I DID IT BEFORE & YOUR FRIENDS SPOILED MINE TOO! 
SO WE'RE EQUAL!
ANYWAY, I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY TIME HERE. 
I WANNA GO OUT & CLEAR MY MIND ALONE! 


Love & always, Jules.

The Dreams.

Good morrow peeps! 


There is something that I wanna say here about a hideous horrible dreams I had last night.


Well, let's begin. Shall we?

As far as I remember I was at this Zoo, with a so-called-sister of mine & some weird people. All of us were walking & hiking in this odd place. The next thing I knew is that I saw my sister running straight to touch an alligator that was lying on a grassy place. I told my sister to don't startle the animal or it'll attack you, but somehow or someway, she really did startle the alligator and it attacked her leg. I ran towards her to free her from the alligator, we both scream for help but everyone refuses to help us. It bit my sister's leg until it was broken. I poked the alligator's eye until it was half blind & the next thing I knew that alligator attacked me on my leg too! I told my sister to don't do anything & I somehow did something to remove the alligator from my leg. I can't remember what but, my injury wasn't as bad as my sister. And then I woke up with tears on my pillow. 
A stupid dream I know. But what the hell!

This is a 6 foot size of the croc that attacked us both. 


And the other dreams is about me & the boyfriend.
Sometimes its best to just not write it out here. 
Keep it to myself. 




Another stressful day again! Irritated with the way he treat me. One fine sunny day he will taste he's own medicine. 




Love & always, Jules (Mad Hatter)

PISSED OFF!!

I just need to fucking blow up here before I loose my mind again!!


Seriously, I just dont get why guys are such assholes? 
Come on man! 


When your girlfriend message you in a joking way while you're working, you don't have to scold her back for no reason right?


What did she do to you? 
What did she say?


& all you guys can answer is "Because you sounded like you're angry for nothing and scolding me for nothing"


Seriously, if you guys can't take a joke about anything, your girlfriend will be serious with you for 24/7!


Is that what you want? 
Is that what you call fun?
Is that what you like?


ASK YOURSELF!!


And not to mention stop thinking about yourself, stop lying to her, stop changing stories, STOP!


JUST STOP IT OR YOU'RE GOING TO BREAK HER HEART & KNOWING VERY WELL, THE PAIN WILL GO AWAY BUT THE SCAR & MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE INSIDE HER!! JUST STOP IT!!!!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!


WHAT DO YOU WANT SERIOUSLY?!
Sighs...


Sometimes I wonder, will I ever get to say this sentence?


"It's sad when you get hurt so much, you can finally say ''I'm used to it already.''




At times I really wished that after you did all those things to hurt a person's heart, I really hope that you will realize what you have done & apologize. 
A simple "Sorry b, I love you. Will you forgive me?"
That's all I asked. Is that so hard?


 In my whole life of dating a person, I've never been so upset & pissed until my eyes turned red like this. 
Forget about the make up & the hairdo. 

 The BLACK SWAN movie. 

I wished I wasn't this kind of mental crazy bitch, but somehow or someway there's always something that will make you change. 

It's either to make you to be a better person or the worst!

What am I supposed to do, seriously?

I'm no one, I'm nothing, I'm stupid in every way, I'm useless, I'm a mental case person, I'm everything that everyone says;

"A HOPLESS CHILD THAT EVER LIVED!"

Well, you got your wish everyone. Thank you.

I wonder will I ever stop being like this? 

I think I'm becoming mad. 

I need a person that is beside me or my friends to shout the word "MAD HATTER" whenever I'm about to loose my mind. 

I need someone who I can rely on to hear me cry & to listen.

But somehow I'm the only person who I can rely on now.

Here are some images to cheer me up I guess.

Sunflowers always makes me smile when I'm feeling down.

Cherry Blossoms always makes me happy.

Calmness pictures calms me down.

Call me lame, but who the hell cares about what you think.

Love & always, Jules.

About;

Jules Opalina Anne. 

I have forgotten to introduce myself here.
Hey everyone, The name's Jules Anne, & the middle name Opalina is my special or you can say a weird name for an October baby. 
Well, that's me. 


I'm a Catholic & I don't go to a church anymore. 




I Love;

• I love tattoos so much that I used to learn for half a year until I got busted.
• making my friends laugh when they are down.
• Vampires, especially their eyes colour.
• Steve Aoki's songs, their the BOMBS!
• Arts & Photography are my interest.
• Pricking a hole in my finger whenever I am hungry for blood.
• Unique stuffs that my friends would actually say, "Jules wake up, don't be crazy".

Well, basically I don't know what I want in my life or Who the hell am I.

I'm still trying to find out, & when I do, it should be great. 

I think.

One of my favourite quotes & images;

 

Marilyn Monroe

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." 

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."

"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love." 

"If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty."

Well, I guess that's all I want to say.

Nothing much about me.

Do take care everyone.

Love & Always,  

Jules Opalina Anne.

 

Random yet still new here.

Hey there, I've never done this kind of blogging thingamajiggy in my life. 

But what the hell. 

I guess I'm just too bored & started creating a blog for  my-bored-self here. 

Anyways, I guess or think that maybe I can blog rubbish here whenever I loose my mind for no reason & post everything I wanna say.

Its better than posting it in Facebook. 

People will just say that you just want the attention from there. 

Fuck that! C:  

Well, just wanna post some new funny looking pictures here that I've found. HAHAHA! 

Wish me luck here & please WELCOME the newbie blogger here, Me. 

Cheers y'all! <3

 

A peaceful place to calm down a mental case person. <3

Just beautiful <3

Enjoying the summer/spring mood. <3

A place where I can enjoy a picnic? <3

An adventure mood? <3

I've always wanted to go sailing in a ship like this. <3

Lastly, love from one & only me. 

Jules. <3