Seriously, I just dont get why guys are such assholes?
Come on man!
When your girlfriend message you in a joking way while you're working, you don't have to scold her back for no reason right?
What did she do to you?
What did she say?
& all you guys can answer is "Because you sounded like you're angry for nothing and scolding me for nothing"
Seriously, if you guys can't take a joke about anything, your girlfriend will be serious with you for 24/7!
Is that what you want?
Is that what you call fun?
Is that what you like?
ASK YOURSELF!!
And not to mention stop thinking about yourself, stop lying to her, stop changing stories, STOP!
JUST STOP IT OR YOU'RE GOING TO BREAK HER HEART & KNOWING VERY WELL, THE PAIN WILL GO AWAY BUT THE SCAR & MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE INSIDE HER!! JUST STOP IT!!!!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!
WHAT DO YOU WANT SERIOUSLY?!
Sighs...
Sometimes I wonder, will I ever get to say this sentence?
"It's sad when you get hurt so much, you can finally say ''I'm used to it already.''
At times I really wished that after you did all those things to hurt a person's heart, I really hope that you will realize what you have done & apologize.
A simple "Sorry b, I love you. Will you forgive me?"
That's all I asked. Is that so hard?
In my whole life of dating a person, I've never been so upset & pissed until my eyes turned red like this.
Forget about the make up & the hairdo.
The BLACK SWAN movie.
I wished I wasn't this kind of mental crazy bitch, but somehow or someway there's always something that will make you change.
It's either to make you to be a better person or the worst!
What am I supposed to do, seriously?
I'm no one, I'm nothing, I'm stupid in every way, I'm useless, I'm a mental case person, I'm everything that everyone says;
"A HOPLESS CHILD THAT EVER LIVED!"
Well, you got your wish everyone. Thank you.
I wonder will I ever stop being like this?
I think I'm becoming mad.
I need a person that is beside me or my friends to shout the word "MAD HATTER" whenever I'm about to loose my mind.
I need someone who I can rely on to hear me cry & to listen.
But somehow I'm the only person who I can rely on now.
Here are some images to cheer me up I guess.
Sunflowers always makes me smile when I'm feeling down.
Cherry Blossoms always makes me happy.
Calmness pictures calms me down.
Call me lame, but who the hell cares about what you think.
Love & always, Jules.
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